Breakfast @ P.S.?

'Cause this is the first time I've felt so happy in a long time (definition of happy = not feeling like a royal mess. Y'know, just FYI), here're pictures of the fam fam. Don't know what I'd do without them, probably just combust. Anyway, without further ado, I present you Breakfast with The Chans.















PS Cafe @ Dempsey Hill.
I love the veranda, it's so beautiful in the morning.





























My brudder the NS baldie (Aha no just kidding)





























Grandma Chan and Grand daughter Chan.















Brudder and Sistah Chan















The Parental Unit (Read: Mother and Father Chan)




















My beautiful granny and her equally beautiful blueberry pancakes.

I love the weekends, it's the only time which I actually get to spend with the people I love. Going out for lunch with the parental unit soon, it's their 22nd anniversary. Spending 22 years of your life with somebody. Wowza. The thought alone gives me goosebumps.

Okay I hear hollers from downstairs, time for me to bounce.
Peace homies.

Life's tough babe.

Pictures from nong nong ago (primarily from a post-ORA camwhoring session and some snapshots of us being OM fangirlz) AND, I've got beautiful best friends who refuse to believe they're beautiful. So. Yeah. Enjoy.

I love her.

The title says it all - I love my mummy.
She's always there for me, always. And God knows I need all the help & support I can get right now. So this is for you. Thank you; you are simply extraordinary.

Bittersweet; wrong yet right.

"In prosperity, our friends know us; in adversity, we know our friends"

- John Churchton Collins

I'm disappointed.
For a moment there (no more than a flicker, a flash), a sliver of happiness welled up in the pits of my stomach. But no, I'm just another fatuous girl with her hopes too high and her expectations too low. (I swear it's not a contradiction)

I was right.
And boy, does it suck.

Falling slowly

Meet the latest, and most probably temporal, object of my affections.
I present you with none other than Kris Allen. Yes, you got that right. Soulful, boy-next-door, American Idol fledgling/hopeful - Kris Allen. And I know I haven't exactly had the best taste in members of the opposite sex; anyone recall my obsession with Tom Felton (I swear it was his sleeked back, pale blond hair that did it.) back in P6? But honestly, if you just shut your eyes and listened to this track quietly, I think you might actually feel a fraction of the emotions that run through me whenever I listen to this song. (Think 'Falling slowly, sing your melody, I'll sing along...') And it sure doesn't hurt that Kris is quite easy on the eyes as well (:

Ever wondered why human relationships are so terribly complex and confusing? Yeah, me too. Why can't it be like some retro song? I like you, you like me, boom, everything's all happily-ever-after, fairy tale-sque. The princess mounts the knight-in-shining-armour's white steed and they gallop off into the glorious sunset, resplendent rays of light further accentuating their black (almost, charred) silhouettes against the backdrop of rolling green hills and a gently bubbling brook. Oh, and did I mention an antediluvian castle in the background? Yeah, that too. But, it's never quite like that isn't it? Along the way, even in fairytales, there's always the recurring theme of status inequality (e.g. poor pauper vs. wealthy aristocrat), conniving villains, envious stepmothers/ sisters and of course, the occasional fire-breathing dragon. But at the end of it all, there was always a hero who saved the day. So let's draw a parallel between fairytales and reality, shall we?

1. Status inequality - check.
2. Conniving villains, hmmmm - check.
3. The embodiment of conspiring stepmothers/ sisters in human form - check.
4. Fire breathing dragon? - N.A.
5. Hero who saves the day?- A big fat blank.

Guess we got the tougher draw after all huh.

All over again.

When do you want to move out of your parents house?
Not anytime soon. I love my home.

Have you ever blow dried something other then your hair?
Oh gosh yeah. A fifty dollar bill?

Do you get embarrassed when you pay for things in all small change?
I get irritated at people who do that! But yeah, I do when the amount is >$10.

Have you ever stayed friends with someone who stabbed you in the back?
I'd like to think that no one has stabbed me in the back before. (Okay, so I'm blissfully innocent)


When was the last time someone bought you roses?
My birthday

What's the most expensive thing you've ever lost?
A diamond earring. Don't ask. It saddens me just to think about it.

Do you do something new with your hair practically every day?
I have weird impulses to just shave it all off at times. What d'you think?

Do you smile with your teeth?
Uh huh. And hopefully with my eyes too.

Have you ever volunteered to feed the homeless?
No, and now I feel bad.

Do you visit the dentist twice a year like you should?
No, still feeling bad.

What is the longest relationship you've been in?
Never been in one.

Are you comfortable with your body?
Truthfully. No.

Who do you talk to the most in first period?
Hmm. Joy since she's my desk mate?

Do you own anything that has a lot of sentimental value to you?
Yes, hordes of them in fact. You have no idea.

If you told your parents that you're gay, how would they react?
They'd probably laugh and think it's a joke.

What's the last thing you did that made you feel guilty?
Eat that bag of Jelly Babies from Marks & Spencer. I couldn't resist their squishy, little, sugar-coated heads!

Starbucks is bombski, right?
Say whuuuuut. But yeah, Iced Chai Tea Latte all the way.

Do you think you make a good bf/gf?
I hope so (in the future)

If you could go back in time would you?
Maybe. I don't know. Now you've got me into the whole 'Past vs. Present' pensive mood.

Who did you look up to as a kid?
My grandma. She's one of the most amazing people in this world. Oh, and Barbie. And Barney. (Yes you can stop laughing now)

What's your favorite band/singer?
None really.

Is there anyone you want to start over with?
Yeah.

Is there anyone you know that is just flat out mean?
No comment.

Do you have any enemies?
I really don't know. You tell me.

Would you rather be single or in a relationship?
Both have its perks. But for right now, single.

Do you have a bestfriend?
Yes, a few. I'm lucky cause they're awesome.

Would you rather watch the stars or the clouds?
Don't make me chooooseee.

What song best describes your life?
I really can't think of one. But definitely NOT one of those no-one-understands-me-I'm-such-an-angsty-teenager-with-the-whole-world-against-me Simple Plan songs which we rocked out to in P6.

Would you rather feel everything intensified or nothing at all?
Intensified. I'm such an emotional person, so I can't imagine not feeling anything; I'd be scared to death.

Do you get underestimated?
Dun pray pray manzxz.

Do you think you're nice?
Quite.

Do you ever miss your past?
Who doesn't?

Do you like a day of relaxing or a day full of adventure?
Day full of adventure followed by a day of relaxing would be ideal.

What can always make you feel happy?
Friends, family, exercising, ticking something off my ever-growing to do list.

What's your favorite subject in school?
None really.

Listening to music right now?
Yes. Lady Gaga.

What song?
Poker face - Lady Gaga. Woohoo.

Everything happens for a reason, right?
Yeah, that's what I like to think.

When was the last time you had an alcoholic beverage?
Quite a while actually. Um. 3-4 weeks now?

Do you have feelings for anyone right now?
I'll pretend that I didn't see this question.

Do you smoke cigarettes?
No.

Do you mind if people smoke weed?
If they're people I care about, then yes.

Do you take pills?
Only those prescribed by doctors?

Do you like coffee?
Not right now.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Hellooo, have you seen Brad Pitt in his Joe Black days? Tres sexy. So, yes, to that question.

Do you play an insturment?
I take the mandatory piano lessons that seem to plague all Asian kids.

What's your favorite hair color in the opposite sex?
No favourite hair colour.

What color eyes do you have?
Brown.

Has anyone gave you a compliment today?
Yes, made my morning (:

Did you party last weekend?
Does being a fangirlz at OM judging count? If no, then nope.

What do you hate about life?
That it's never easy. But I guess that's what I like about it too, at times.

Do you make wishes?
Y-E-S.

What are you going to do tonight?
Study. Today marks the start of my days as a muggersaurus.

Are you upset at anyone?
No. The lifespan of my 'hatred' is roughly 2 minutes.

Whats special about this week?
ORA Family Fest, will be interesting.

Do you want something really bad?
Duh yeah.

When was the last time you were disappointed?
Not too long ago. Vague, I know.

Has anyone ever called you a bitch?
Don't think so. Not to my face anyway.

Do you care what people think about you?
I'm not going to lie, I actually do, but it really depends on who.

Would you live by yourself, if you could?
Gosh no. Can't imagine returning home to an empty house, it must be lonely.

Do boys understand girls?
It'll be freaky if they did, so it's kinda good that they don't understand us entirely.

What is a bad habit you have?
I drink too much Red Bull.

Who owes you money?
I never really was good at remembering.

What time did you sleep last night?
12.30am.

Are you emotional?
Embarrassingly so, most of the time.

Who makes you laugh?
A lot of people.

Are you falling for someone?
Haha, wouldn't you like to know.

Do you have doubts about anything?
Yes too many to list.

Do you text or instant message more?
Text.

What is bothering you right now?
Hmm.

Where’s the person that you fell the hardest for?
I don't know, could be in Siberia for all I know.

Any plans for the weekend?
Yes. ORA and exciting meetings galore.

Is there a girl you can tell everything to?
Yeeaaahhh.

Kissed anyone today?
No.

Could you last in a relationship for over a year?
Maybe.

Who texted you last?
Too lazy to check. Heh.

Would you ever kiss someone who smokes?
It's hard to say, isn't it?

Is there anyone that always makes you smile when you talk to them?
Uh huh. Quite a few in fact.

Who can you blame for your mood today?
Blame isn't the right word.

Are you afraid to grow up?
Yes and no.

Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
Hmmm.

Something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Not really

Is there something that you haven't told anyone that you actually would like to?
Yeah.

Do you like your life as it is now?
On a scale of 1-10, I'd rank it about 7.5?

Are you a forgiving person?
Yes and no.

What are you scared of?
Not living life to its fullest. Oh, and the passing of time.

Are you a fast typer?
I think so.

Are you currently wanting any piercings?
I'm fine with my current ear holes (:

When was the last time someone touched your ass?
Hahaha. Accidentally? A week back, I think. I blame my sexy J Lo butt (:

Build me up buttercup.

I love this silly goose so much.
Just when I thought my day was going to get a whole lot worse, she burst into the PB room and brought me some much needed laughter. No really, I spent the next 10 minutes guffawing (rather guiltily, I must add in self-defence). I swear, dainty laugh-ers are a species fast approaching extinction.














Anyhoo. We've known each other since secondary one and since then we've been through ups-and-downs and all sorts of mishaps together. I really don't know what I'd do without her. She's the Adriana to my Naomi, sans the junkie habits, and I know she'll always be there when I need her most. So thank you for everything m'dear.

GEEK LOVE.

Excerpts from an article writen by Peaches Geldof on the appeal of the underdog.

"I have a confession: I love dorks. And weirdos. and Misfits. Show me a muscle-bound male model, and I will turn my head towards a bespectacled, skinny, and socially awkward boy instead. I'd take Clark Kent over Superman any day."

"I tend to pine for boys who have the shy charm of Weezer's Rivers Cuomo, the wit of Woody Allen, and the looks of Seth from The O.C. (who, with his love for comic books, won me over far more than bad boy Ryan). I prefer interesting conversation over toned biceps-there's something very appealing about a man who can overcompensate in the brain department. And wimpy and dressed in a Microsoft T-shirt, you have to work harder at getting female attention. Looks alone won't cut it, so perhaps their sweetness and computer literacy will."

"In the end, most of us just seem to want someone who can be self-deprecating - someone who knows his shit and isn't hiding behind a cliched macho front. Nerds are the loveable mavericks of an overbearingly masculine society that is driven by old-fashioned ideals. These Dungeons & Dragons-loving, Einstein-quoting, chunky spectacles-wearing guys are the true catches."

Excerpts from an interesting article I found in Nylon - highlights one of the most pertinent questions known to mankind; a portentous issue of downright solemnity. Wait for it...

(Allow time for anticipation to build up)

Geeks, hot or not?

We'll write a song, that turns out the lights.

First off, I want to say how incredibly proud I am of our school's OM teams. They performed spectacularly during today's OM judging and from what I've heard, two have moved on to the world finals already? So really, awesome job guys.

Hmmm. I'm too lazy to articulate today's events in proper sentences - so here they are in bullet points - and I fear that any attempt to do so might result in an utterly feeble and lacklustre recount of what was actually a pretty exciting day, so let's not ruin it shall we.

x Woke up and attempted to go running = fail. Headed home after a mere 15 mins because it was sweltering.
x Watched Breakfast At Tiffany's while doing weight exercises
x Smelling fresh like a daisy after a shower, headed down to Holland V to meet the best friend.
x Jap food for lunch and Frolick afterwards. Me = happy bloated girl.
x Eventful cab ride to ACSI thanks to an Oreo mishap (;
x Rushed there in time to catch Flo's and Jap's performance.
x Spent the rest of my time there rushing around/ watching the rest of the OM performances/ getting lost/ sweating like a pig/ acting like a crazy Rg fangirlz (Cue: "GO JOHNNNN")
x Anthea gave me a lift home after that
x Did homework (beams with pride)
x Went out for din din with the fam fam. Good food = instantaneous weight gain of approximately 1239824082 kg.

So yes. Good day.
Night ya'll.

I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed.

Today's the start of a three day weekend. I'm supposed to be - 1)tingling in sheer anticipation 2) bursting into song and dance 3) marvelling - at the sheer prospect of three entire days of freedom. But yet I'm not. And it's no wonder why.

Something inside me isn't right. As cheesy as this sounds, I just don't feel whole. And before you go blaming it on my teenage angst, I have to rather impetulantly declare that I don't think my fluctuating hormones are the cause of the problem. I shan't hastily dispel these thoughts with a nonchalant 'whatever' and a careless shrug. What I shall do is call somebody. Now.

Make me feel this way again.

Follow me, everything is alright.

What Witty Wombats (ooh alliteration) do at 12.04am.

And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea ❤

No, you can't take away my spirit.

If there's just one piece of advice I can give you, it's this... When there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free.

- Grey's Anatomy.


Today was another completely exasperating and somewhat depressing day. But as the title of this blogpost reads, 'you can't take away my spirit'. And though it's wearisome and utterly exhausting; everytime you knock me down, I'm going to stand right back up.